sooo how is everyone????? good i hope.......i havent been doing good lately but im trying to fix that.......stress really does hurt u and i guess i have been really hurt between that and my parents i dont kno how i go on like this....... they dont want me to stress but they are the ones that make me stress sooo much..... i dont understand them and they dont understand me.......i  guess that is the way it should be but it doesnt hep when some f my friends dont understand me either......becuz when they dont we argue and fight and i get pissed easily when im not in a good mood.... there are people i get along with becuz i kno they understand me and they help calm me down but then somepeople dont understand me and they only stress me out more becuz they complain and i get enough of that from my parents...... i dont kno wat to do anymore i cant stand living here.... im accually kinda glad im going to be stuck outside in 100 degree heat for 6 hours everyweek day considering that i wont be home upset becuz my brother and gettin yelled at by my mom and dad... well im going to go...... but i thing i ask is for no one to feel or say sorry to or for me i dont need that right now and i dont really want people to feel sorry for me i want them to understand wat i go through sooo they can understand me better well bye........

Alwayz ur starr

Currently Listening Meteora By Linkin Park see related

ok soooo im sooo bored..... i start band practice this comeing thursday  ohhhh thats sooo much funn........i dont wanna goooo!!!! dont make me!!! please!!!! i mean that means that is the end of my summer.... i will have skool every day for 4 hours..... then starting on the 8th of august i have skool everyday for 6 hours and thats not including the weekends that only time i have to myself. i mean i go to tennis practice every tusday and thursday at 7-8 come on i need to get a life...... i mean i come home on those nights smelling like a guy all sweaty and tired...then of course every day before that i have to clean the house and watch my brother and now put everything back in my room because we just painted it.......ISNT THIS SUPPOSED TO BE SUMMER???? i should stop complaining tho i do have alot of fun and i meet new ppl like derek..........well i have to go and straighten my hair we are going to see ALMA THEJANA at hot summer nightz and i feel like wearing my hair down so i guess i might get on later i dont kno my sisters bday is tomarrow so i dont kno wat we are doing tonight and then.......... sooo ttyl

ps.... days of our lifes rox!!!!!!!

alwayz urs*******starr